communication to myself

hello there why am i scared to talk about who am i? because of being judged by other. do really other mater that much to me i guess it doesn't the why don't i figure out who am i........ so lets begin to first knowing myself i should know whats love for me? what is the meaning of love for me? love is unconditional . why is love unconditional? because when i give the condition to something then when i don't get what i expect in return then it will be me feel all short of negative emotion toward the thing that i have bee expecting and when love is unconditional then i wont compare it with any other thing and i wont expect any thing in return all i will know is to give and that's what will stick to me forever. what's the guarantee that it will stick forever?  it may not stick forever or it may stick. I don't know that i just know that if its stick forever that its good and if it doesn't stick forever than also i don't have any expectation towar...

what's life? could I answer that question? I am gonna try to answer it according to my perspective. life is a game that wants me to learn somethings from my every experience. so then why is it hard? what if life is easy but we are making it hard by creating the things in our mind that even harms the body in some way. how do thoughts harm the body? thoughts have the power to change the course of your life the more negative I think the more negative my life gets. Thoughts are like a magnet but the difference is it attracts the similar things lets give an example if someone rides a bike daily and when every time it thinks that he will have an accident then one he will attract the accident like he had imagined. why can't I manifest the things that I imagine for so long? now come the role of the beliefs our subconscious mind doesn't hear doesn't see all he does is feel the sensation on the body at that moment and when he gets the good sensation like the constant fl...

OK! lets start previous mistake teach us some lesion belief there are many gaps we can figure out if we want to just observe the voice in our head and the action that we are currently doing at first in the previous line I had typed looking then I corrected it with doing just don't look at things take action... have you heard about the meditation center that is known as vipassana. so i am playing=planing so in this report i am going deep into my mind searching the different answers/ the memories of a childhood memories came by and the past away.... we have to hear it without disturbing just listen and once it is completely finished hearing it that its going to stop so stop catching all thoughts and just listen and let go of the tension that is created in the body in the previous line i have shown as for memories i have back name as childhood memories. and why girls change their last name. the some will tell boys can also change... we all have our own perspective PERSPEc...